Grab me by the balls

Gosh !!

Ever noticed the face of Your Mistress lightened with excitement when She talks of certain things She likes to do with You. I have. Fortunately or unfortunately, my Mistress seem to be very fond of CBT lately. I wonder if it is a good thing or a bad thing but there is a lot to explore and I am definitely open to it. She likes the toy call humbler or the way my balls in bondage. I think it can be painful but She knows a way of changing the way i feel about it. To make me want and crave Her dominant more.

Imagine holding the Woman you love so utterly in Your warmth while the silkiness of Her hand sliding down Your belly reminding You of your loving place in Her presence. She is everything to You. You tell Her without saying a word. She looks back deep in Your eyes and assures You that Yes! I am the One. Perhaps You would try to read Her face. There may be hint of mischief or seriousness of sheer Dominance when Her fingers brush along Your shaft teasingly, reaching down, She grabs you by Your manhood. She may smile or smirk but You bite the side of Your lip, startle or just look in surprise. She likes seeing how You feel. How you behave especially when She holds the most vulnerable part of Your body very tightly. She pulls, and tugs even harder until You struggle even more to not to squirm or resist. Perhaps You have pleased Her or it is just one of Her another choice. She offers Her delicate lips to You for a kiss that has to be so gentle, loving and pleasing – not a bit less than what She expects and what She deserves. She may pull more. Enjoying your squirming because She can or perhaps tingle your nipples to mix the discomfort with pleasure.Who knows what would happen next. My Mistress has Her ways of surprising me and sometimes it is the beginning of the rush because it is least expected, the beginning of deep feelings and emotions, that are W/we would share for rest of the evening.

We have not been involved in deep CBT play at all but I know how it feels like to be ‘grabbed by Your balls’ by a strong dominant Woman. She has mentioned a few times the feel and the colors of my balls when held so vulnerable in Her grip. “Mmmm …” She tells me and they beg for mercy with tiny veins of all colors of life. "Snip.." Sometimes She would say with a teasing giggle with Her fingers shaped like scissors pointing towards my balls. I would remind Her the importance of existance of my balls, giving Her all the reasons why we need them so much. "Hmm do W/we spirit? ". "Hell yeah Mistress!! gosh" We would laugh as She would tug and pull playfully. "I guess W/we do." And She toys with me more. Showing me that She can. I am happy that She has the power to “grab me by my balls” literally and then to actually get away with it, (get Her way with it too) and make me crave the feeling more.

Terminology of Submission

Submission to Your lover comes in many shapes, forms and colors. I wonder how important is the terminology? - the way we try to label our feelings. Most of the times we fail as words are just not enough. I must admit that to me words, terms and the way we use them matter a lot. They can just make you feel different things. They have to have a meaning to you. Certain level of history has to be there. Since everyone is different, so are the meanings of these words.

Ever noticed the name of a dominant capped in a text. It is an issue with many but perhaps you would notice it even less now than 10 years ago when our lifestyle was not as mainstream as it is now. It may be a way of showing respect to the dominant even in the writing but for other, it may be a reason to find the text harder to read. Dominant, Owner, Mistress, husband, wife..... oh Goddess !! ... Which fires your imagination or reminds you of the history (good or bad) attached to to certain title/word ?

Certain terms and words become more important when some kind of feelings or emotions are attached to them. And the way we put them, hear them and say them. So are your slave or submissive. Or does it even matter? Only you can define, the way you feel it.