Monday, February 20, 2006

Grab me by the balls

Gosh !!

Ever noticed the face of Your Mistress lightened with excitement when She talks of certain things She likes to do with You. I have. Fortunately or unfortunately, my Mistress seem to be very fond of CBT lately. I wonder if it is a good thing or a bad thing but there is a lot to explore and I am definitely open to it. She likes the toy call humbler or the way my balls in bondage. I think it can be painful but She knows a way of changing the way i feel about it. To make me want and crave Her dominant more.

Imagine holding the Woman you love so utterly in Your warmth while the silkiness of Her hand sliding down Your belly reminding You of your loving place in Her presence. She is everything to You. You tell Her without saying a word. She looks back deep in Your eyes and assures You that Yes! I am the One. Perhaps You would try to read Her face. There may be hint of mischief or seriousness of sheer Dominance when Her fingers brush along Your shaft teasingly, reaching down, She grabs you by Your manhood. She may smile or smirk but You bite the side of Your lip, startle or just look in surprise. She likes seeing how You feel. How you behave especially when She holds the most vulnerable part of Your body very tightly. She pulls, and tugs even harder until You struggle even more to not to squirm or resist. Perhaps You have pleased Her or it is just one of Her another choice. She offers Her delicate lips to You for a kiss that has to be so gentle, loving and pleasing – not a bit less than what She expects and what She deserves. She may pull more. Enjoying your squirming because She can or perhaps tingle your nipples to mix the discomfort with pleasure.Who knows what would happen next. My Mistress has Her ways of surprising me and sometimes it is the beginning of the rush because it is least expected, the beginning of deep feelings and emotions, that are W/we would share for rest of the evening.

We have not been involved in deep CBT play at all but I know how it feels like to be ‘grabbed by Your balls’ by a strong dominant Woman. She has mentioned a few times the feel and the colors of my balls when held so vulnerable in Her grip. “Mmmm …” She tells me and they beg for mercy with tiny veins of all colors of life. "Snip.." Sometimes She would say with a teasing giggle with Her fingers shaped like scissors pointing towards my balls. I would remind Her the importance of existance of my balls, giving Her all the reasons why we need them so much. "Hmm do W/we spirit? ". "Hell yeah Mistress!! gosh" We would laugh as She would tug and pull playfully. "I guess W/we do." And She toys with me more. Showing me that She can. I am happy that She has the power to “grab me by my balls” literally and then to actually get away with it, (get Her way with it too) and make me crave the feeling more.

2 Comments:

At 7:55 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

The humbler slaps me into slave emotional space in an instance. I don't know why.

Yes, seeing her face alight with her pleasure in her power is just so wonderful.

 
At 12:43 AM, Blogger kika's spirit said...

Gosh .. yes that is my Mistress's favourite too but unfortunately we do not have one yet.

 

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