Monday, September 11, 2006

Weekend Sex

I needed to be put back in my space for quite a while. Mistress and i had been unconnected for couple of days which was hard on both of us. Some vanilla situation, most particularly, my new job has been definetely affecting my moods and my submission at home. I know it is easy to say it is not but real time would do anything to take over our lifestyle if it would get a chance. Long story short, Mistress rescued our lifestyle from being eaten up once again and I played an important role of course.

I remember getting to bed on Saturday night after a serious talk between Mistress and I that how our vanilla lives are affecting our lifestyle. We both knew something needed to be changed of course. In the morning, I woke up with very submissive thoughts. Mistress usually wakes up earlier than me on weekends unless we have any plans. I was wondering if she was the computer or in the kicthen, i imagined myself before her in my submissive position, arms streched, fingers splayed in submission, heels together under my bottom and forehead on the floor. I could feel getting excited already. The series of thoughts that I can not remember right now which helped me to be eager enough to find my Mistress exactly I had imagined. I feel myself lucky that I have the oppertunity to turn my thoughts to reality with my Mistress and also that I have courage to actually do that. I approached my Mistress while she was at the computer and I kissed her many times in my submissive position. I was naked and fully exposed while she rubbed my skin, held me and ruffled my hair when i was half asleep. I told her that I love her so much and she did the same. We kissed, snuggled and in couple of minutes we had most of our day planned together. At least the most of it. First breakfast at the beach which Mistress is gona make, later she would like to see the maid to finish all the chores, position train me and take some pictures (which of course i wont be sharing on my blog .. lol) and then perhaps we will watch a movie or something. Fortunetly, the day went as we had planned.
We had a great breakfast on the beautiful sunny day, under the blue sky and at the beach. It relaxed both of us. On our way back, during the drive, i shared how I felt and how I actually imagined everything I wanted to do with her and it made me excited sexually. I shared that how I feel that she would do something to me without acutally telling her and puts me in very deep space. It also makes a perfect session. I do not keep a journal and I am not updating this journal regularly so there is definetely a communication gap between us when it comes to my submissive feelings or perhaps it went bigged if there wasn't. It helped very much.
When we got home Mistress asked me to strip and stay naked. I helped her with the laundry and we started it together.
"I would like some coffee, spirit." Oh nice that feels when she actually asks like that. Making things easier for me that what would please her. Directions are submissives best friends.
"Of course Mistress" She must have seen the glimmer in my eyes because I felt that she is upto something. I had an idea but not exactly.
"I would like my maid to serve me." She said while kinda bobbing her head because she knew I would protest as usual.
"Maid!! Mistress !! "
"Go get ready and come back to me." I sighed and went but as I had made up my mind not to make things harder for her I obeyed.
Mistress had got a maid outfit for me for sometime. I never mentioned this in my blog because it is the part of me I have be more acceptable of but I do enjoy it sometimes and Mistress totally loves it as I have wittnessed. I finished my chores in them. Cleaning the kitchen, dishes, tiding up the rooms and dusting while she stayed on the computer. It was different. I had been very drippy all that time. What I liked about that play is that there was lots to learn and there was lots of direction was involved. It was complete role reversal too and Mistress had the house all tidy up and cleaned which 'spirit' had become so reluctant to do for a while. When I was done, she denied my request to change back even though my feet were achy because of being in the heels for so long. Our play ended with an intense orgasm for her and later for me as we played later while i was dressed for her still of course.
It was different day in a very good way which both of us were looking forward to for sometime. I am happy that it was possible because of some open communication, free will to try new things on my part and great direction and looking after by Mistress, we were able to connect with each other sexually and D/slly(if its a word, lol).