Friday, September 23, 2005

Foot Pampering

Yesterday evening, I was happy that Mistress was able to spend some time on the computer and was able to have sometime for Herself. Few days ago, Mistress mentioned that I may not be a slave but a submissive as She allows me way more freedom than others living the lifestyle and I act and work like submissive too. I argued with Mistress and did not agree to it but later I realized that She is right. Since last few days, I had been just focusing on clearing up the hurdles from Her way. To let Her have as much as time for Herself in a day and keep Her comfortable. Mistress had been helping me with that too. Telling me what She wants and how does She want things to be done and letting me do the most of them. We were able to shop a little and I was able to share ideas and W/we changed the look of O/our living room. It made Her very happy and I am feeling good about that. Mistress took me shopping and bought me more stuff and I embraced Her efforts to train me as She wants. I have been cooking, cleaning and trying keep up with chores and I could see the results already. Mistress was able to keep up with Her school work and hopefully I will help Her to save more time for the other projects She wishes to complete. Mistress seems much calmer, control of Herself and O/our relationship and more pleased with me too which makes me very happy. Yesterday in the evening, I thought it would be good idea to offer Her foot rub and paint Her toes too as they needed to be done too. Mistress allowed me the priviledge after I served Her tea. I have been chaste as well and obeying the restrictions so perhaps constant arousal is helping me very much too and inspiring me to do better to please my beautiful Mistress. I feel focused with my work as well and confident with my performance. Perhaps I may be on my way to deeper submission or the next level in Her service that She once mentioned and become Her slave the way She expects me to be. I hope that I will be able to find more ways to please my Mistress. I love Her to peices and more everyday. If any sub or Mistress has any suggestions, please comment .. thank You