Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Last Sunday

Last Sunday was the last holiday for New Year and I was able to see my Mistress for the whole day almost which was good. W/we spent a great time together, played, cooked, baked, walked, laughed and watched TV together. There was so much to do in very less time.

I was late and got few instructions from my Mistress in addition to kisses of Her crop later. Open communication is the key to any good relationship. So my Mistress decided to start a journal too which was a surprise to me. I read Her new entry when I got to Her place. My Mistress writes very well ~smiles~ and i am glad that now i will be able to know and read Her thoughts too. That shows how special istress is as a Master or Mistress would rarely keep a journal but She wishes to keep things even and share Her thoughts as well so that W/we can learn more and more from each other. Thanks Mistress :))

She made something to eat for me before W/we went for a small walk. It was cold but sunny. I remember the frozen water at the side of the road and frozen water. It was really cold and then W/we headed home after some important shopping. I did my greeting ritual that Mistress had showed me before leaving. It is amazing how She can read my mind as i was thinking of one the other day and Mistress came up with one without me telling Her. She demonstrated how i would do it to greet my wonderful Mistress when i will come to Her place. I would follow Her and walk upstairs and then i will make my way to right kneeling with my thighs apart, palms on my knees facing upward and chin up until She will put the collar around my neck and then i would hug Her tight like i always go and will thank Her for allowing me in Her collar. She kisses me and loves me that makes me precious while i hold Her tight. I find this very romantic. Kneeling for Her and waiting until i can feel Her collar and my palms up to show my submission and my need for Her control, love and dominance. Even thinking of it makes me feel precious and owned. W/we will be working on more positions as She said She would like it. Perhaps Gorean and Other. Anything that will fit our own lifestyle. I will perform few to Her for Her approval. There are three positions i know already.

Position of Worship,Position of Whipping and position 2. I, definitely, need few positions when i need to save my butt and take off some stuff from my list ~grins~ Perhaps belly or karta would work as it is position of begging forgiveness from Your beloved Owner.

Later W/we baked some banana bread and corn muffins. MMMMmmmm ... which was fun and while the bread was being baked Mistress made me start Her worship even in the kitchen. It was interesting. She gave me number of verbal commands which melted my heart and put me into more and more submission. She was totally in control and used my mouth where She wanted to. I remember the tug on my collar when She curled Her finger around my collar ring and directed me to Her nipples as She wanted it. I did my best and Mistress was pleased that i have learned to worship Her breasts so well in all ways. The best part was when I was totally into it and i said 'Oh God' and Mistress corrected me by smiling down at me the way She does and whispers 'no God, Oh Goddess' i squirmed with happiness that She knows Her place and allows me to worship Her and make Her happy. I was told that i look wonderful at Her feet while worshipping Her. I was constantly being teased while She held my heart, mind and soul in deep submission to Her. The bread was done and i was slipped aside. I was totally aroused and i wanted to play and worship more but She seemed busy and even for a moment i felt Her unattentive to me. I wanted to get Her attention so bad and i did ... lol ... I found myself bent while She tried a new paddle She found in Her kitchen on my poor bum .. grins .. it felt good but the crop She keeps is the best. I was lead to Her bedroom for complete my worship with one hand on my collar and other on my cock.

Jazz was clapped out of the room while i waited on her bed kneeling nacked for my Goddess. She walked in and closed the door behind Her and got naked. I could feel my heart throbbing in my chest as She walked close and offered Her hand teasingly. I brushed my lips and kisses Her arms to welcome Her so that i can please Her in anyway she would like. I wonder She changed Her plans perhaps as i was ordered to get into whipping position. I was told that I should have known till now and i dont know the position yet i would be badly punished. I kissed Her hands holding the crop to thank Her for owning me and training me. Perhaps i was begging Her with kisses unintentionly but at the moment She chose to crop me so i had no choice. When i think about it, i enjoy the helplessness now. I tried my best and held my bottom upto Her as much as possible. I could feel my back painfully arched to please Her and i wiggled my bottom. I could feel the humiliation of showing my most intimate parts of my body and even trying harder so that She can get the best use and have the best access. All feels vanished as i could feel Her crop rub on my skin teasingly making my flesh ready for kiss of Her crop and then the pain and pleasure took me for sometime. I could hear my flesh being marked with Her crop with the burning sensation took over me. She would rub my balls with Her crop that would make me squirm and do everything to hide them between my parted thights as much as possible which is impossible to by any man especially when put to such position. She still wanted to play with my bum...differently.

I had to stay in the position when Mistress reached for Her dildo and i was told that She wants it deeper inside me. I was told that it would be lubed well so i would be able to take it easily in my ass. It really really felt good. I admit that it did. Every man should try that i should say. Ask Your wives or girlfriends if You dont worship a Goddess .. lol ooh it feels awesome when done right. Mistress played with my prostrate which was kind of different and i am being trained for prostrate massage. It seems interesting. Mistress also mentioned later that i need a chastity device ... oh no its not that what You are thinking.. i am very good boy ...~smiles innocently~