Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Weekend Scene

The other day, i had one of the best scenes with my Mistress even though i was not even feeling well. I had been down with flu in last few days. I had been down with flu since last few days but My Mistress was able to take me to deep sub space which we both enjoy.It is like a state of euphoria something i find it very hard to put in words but i love to be in more and more. Mistress had mentioned that we might play on weekend so i should be mentally prepared for that but i did not know when it would happenso She took me by surprise. She just played with Her flogger, lil whip and crop. Used it on my body. I noticed the tone in
Her voice change. It is more dominating. More commanding. It is always a surprise how far She can go with everything that makes Her my Mistress. While playing She smacked me at different parts of my body where the most of the flesh is, where She knows it feels good, not too hard as well. She was gentle but stern at the same time giving me less room to resist. Oh She does not like me to resist at all. She prefers those who would just melt before Her, put themselves under Her peircing gaze,
to be used and played with as She chooses and perhaps what i exactly did. The rewards were fabulous. The pleasure was intese.
Its funny, how i think when i am in subbie position, words start to blurt out but She was expecting to see more. I felt a hard smack on my nacked ass which was already in the air "Higher..." She is such a perfectionist especially when it comes to displaying myself and my submission. She tapped my thighs apart, exposing my balls and ass more which helped to take away in a slight hint of embarrasement. You know what ... it helps. Just do what She says. I remember the times when i used to whine way more and its more fun. Then comes my favourite part when She starts to touch me and rub me like calling me to get close, make the connection, get ready to loose yourself ... I was naked of course. With nothing on. She knows how it helps me to make me more vulnerable.She was dressed i remember. She is most of the times when i am being taken, toyed with or played with. Perhaps men do look and pay attention to these little details. Submissive men do because when you with a Mistress almost everything has a meaning. She would not waste Her time to do anything for just no reason. Every word She says, Her command, movement or Her eyes, even when She looks down on You the
way it does, makes you feel something, reminds you of something and this time it was where my place was. Every little detail that i noticed and even those that i did not, turned out to be a stepping stone to where She wanted to take me. When i imagine the silkiness of Her fingers on the arch of my back, with my eyes closed, feeling Her as it runs down my spine then
to my bottom very slowly and teasingly, it even makes me shiver even now, then other hand reaching my nipple which is one of the most sensitive part of your skin- why your body won't stiffen or squirm ? While She has the command of how Her touch feels. From silk to sting which can make your skin burn and beg for more happy pain at the same time. Gosh I love Her little
games when She is playful. It is one my favourite time. Her flogging became intense. Even more. Sometimes hard, then light, perhaps little rubs in between to sooth my skin.
Encourging my every inch to release the happy fluids. "Aww, my little spirit is sweating" She whispered in my ear while rubbing the tiny beads on my skin which She could see and i was feeling now. Perhaps thats the magic of endrophins but
whatever it was, it felt amazing. I wanted more and She gave me more without fear while She would watch me offer my body to Her differently even with more eagerness. I am sure that pleases Her. She would say something. Something like "who owns you
spirit""who does this body belong to" She grabbed my balls and i could see a string of precum dripping down from my cock. She Pulled harder. Demanding a reponse because i was somewhere else. To wrapped up in little details to feel everything i could. "Good answer" She told me and then few more flogs or smacks or kisses of Her whip or perhaps Her lips.Perhaps It pleases Her to have me at Her beck and call and every inch of my body respond to Her like that. My mind as well.No wonder She was wet. She helped me to feel it, see it,smell it and witness that how much i please Her. It makes me feel awesome that we are connected together in such a way and our body reponds perfectly in these moments which are only ours. I helped me have one of the most intense orgasm. It is even more pleasureful when You are kept on a brink for a long time. I wonder how frustrating it would be if You are denied an orgasm. Many Dommes do as i have read. So i do take it as a previlage and always thank Her for such a pleasure because She may not allow me to cum or help me to cum so intensly because She can or
She has. I was cropped very hard when i came so it was interesting to find myself taking more and more pain while being close. Later, I ended up in Her arms. I felt little, very submissive, but blessed at the same time for have such a Woman in my life. I talked of few of my fears, i cried a bit, hugged and kissed Her tight. She reminded me once again that i am very
loved and cherised.I felt more submissive, more blessed. And She reminded me that this is a way to be with Her as i continued my journey in Her loving authority and dominance.