Friday, September 17, 2004

Things that make me shiver

Every moment i spend with Her is special but there are some when Your feelings and sensations are hard to express in words. I will just add those to this list everyday as W/we live our D/s dreams :) Following are the things that make me shiver with delight and put me into more submission and love to Her. Also, the things i cherish and love in Her personality:

  • When She puts a collar around my neck and holds me like Her precious
  • Her deep loving kiss
  • When She puts a finger in my collar and directs me where She wants me to be. It reminds me of my place and Her control over me.
  • When She binds me and tells me She likes to see me this way. The feeling of helplessness and being at Her mercy is arousing. It enhances my trust over Her.
  • Taking me into Her arms and holding me after a session.
  • When She asked and chose to took my virginity. She took me A/all and i am proud to be Owned by Women like Her.
  • Her reminders to me when i am aroused who do i belong too. They do really work and i think of those many times a day.
  • When She looks at me and when sometimes i am helpless to keep up with Her strong dominant gaze and lower eyes with all respects. Reminds me of Her Power over me.
  • Her telling Her that i am wanted, precious, pleasing in different ways:words, gestures and others. Its the best thing that can happen to me. It helps me to know i am going in right direction. Her approvals and appreciation does fuel my submission.
  • When She holds me and allows me to take Her in my arms and help Her feel better when She needs someone to share and snuggle. i am honored to be there and it makes me feel that i am lot more to Her and important than just a playtoy unlike many Mistresses.
  • Her feelings of possession of me. i like to being possessed, restricted and bound to Her desires and pleasures.
  • i felt down when i was unable to please Her as much as expected & She said She does not know what to do to me. Perhaps get worried about it or get nervous that i am not doing well enough. I am working on that.
  • Her quality of being patient, understanding and being in control of Herself & myself. To accept me with my strengths and weaknesses and to help me with them too. I really appreciate that.
  • To be so kind, generous and helpful to me. It does make me feel like She may be my gardian angel She once told me about. I wish i could do more and i will always keep on trying.
  • For being my wonderful friend and my mentor. i do look to Her for She is my Mistress and i respect Her opinions for She will choose the best for me.
  • Her orgasms are divine moment and knowing that i help Her attain them is a great great feeling.
  • When She lets me know what are Her plans, what She expects and what She wishes to do to me if She has plans to play or use me :P see its about having fun too.
  • <>(New things will be added as W/we explore and learn each other ... the list continues like O/our love for eachother...)