First day in Her collar

I slept well and in the morning i spent my time in bed with Her thoughts. I was nacked aroused to the level of dripping but i tried not to touch myself much. I like being aroused for Her and perhaps it keeps me more submissive too which is good. I did miss Her and i wished i could be at Her feet today too but it was fine as She had told She will be busy. The thoughts of moment i had spent with Her made me smile. She taught me to cook..God !! when i was cutting vegies Mistress was dressed very nicely. She looked so sexy. At first i did not notice the collar in Her hand because i was looking at Her but when She mentioned it i could feel my heart pondering my chest. mmmmm Her collar means She will be keeping me and She is pleased. I could not think of anything. i felt like going to Her and beg it just at that time but i held myself to keep up with my work i was put too. Few moments later, i was having unforgettable time of my life. Those few moments are very important to me and will give me the best feeling always. I felt so much cared and loved when She put it around my neck. I had been waiting for that day for long and finally i was collared by Mistress Kika. I was owned realtime and put into service of beautiful Woman and do Her bidding. It is start of whole new journey. Almost every submissive seeks a collar. A collar in BDSM symbolizes a commitment that has often been compared to a wedding ring. There are other outward expressions of the bond between a Mistress and her sub/slave, which include tattooing, piercing, and or even branding. In asking for the collar the sub offers his/her trust, respect, loyalty, and obedience to the Dom who then becomes his Mistress. Conversely, the Dom in giving his collar to a sub, takes the responsibility of taking care of the sub as his sub. It is a commitment to protect, cherish and love that sub. Now i wear one too :))) My collar is black leather that She liked and chose for me. It is with a ring attached in front. It is beautiful and She told me it looks very good around my neck :)) Of courseI am still hers even when it is not around my neck when i am out or not with Her but She said W/we will do something about it too. Perhaps a necklace or something that will keep reminding me of my ownership at all times. Only Mistress chooses to put it on and off unless in case of emergency. I am not allowed to take it off :)) It is very special to me and those moments are hard to forget. While i wore my collar W/we went to kitchen and see how the food was doing.

The food was almost done and then W/we ate together, talked while laughing and discussed lot of stuff related to D/s. The food was delicious. I am glad my Mistress is very good cook and it will help me very much too. Later, Mistress wanted some attention while She looked at newspaper and i took care of Her pretty feet. I washed them and massaged them as long as She wished. :) She said it felt good which made me feel wonderful. Later, I was taken to Her bedroom for body worship as She relaxed. mmmm i gave Her a whole body massage which was fun and it felt great when i earned Her approvals. mmm She said She loved it. I loved to help Her with Her orgasm which was much intense than yesterday. I learned to use my tongue and suck. Mistress used more verbal commands which was sweet, helpful and arousing. She directed me where She wanted me. I am glad that Mistress is taking more control everyday which is nice.

Today She asked me to help Her with laudry which I think is wonderful idea. The truth is that i was about to suggest it myself that i should because i know it is a bit of work, even the cleaning too- i wonder when does She do Her rooms, washrooms and stuff. I wish to do as much as i can that will make Her life easy. Of course, it is one of my purpose while being Her sub because She keeps me happy which makes me to look for ways to please Her as far as i can do. I am glad that She, a gentle and caring Mistress, accepted my gift of submission. I am honored to wear Her collar. When i think of all this i find it a perfect way to start our journey into D/s as W/we are both new to this. I hope She feels the same while W/we experience each other more from both ends. ~smiles~

i am expected to see Her at 4:15p:m so i must go take care of few things before i leave. She is away from Her office. She is being missed. i will write after O/our meeting ... submissively - {spirit}Kika

Today's readings:

http://www.albanypowerexchange.com/BDSMinfo/the_collar_2.htm

http://www.castlerealm.com/library/7charact.shtml

http://www.castlerealm.com/library/lappmsts.shtml