i am lil'Asha too

It has been sometime since I have updated my journal. It may be because there was a lot to write as so much went on in last few weeks. We went to camping twice and then I got sick. I have been editing and updating Mistress's blog more than my own as Hers got a lot more attention from other visitors then mine. I am proud of my Mistress that Her blog got a lot of attention and more and more people are reading it everyday and appreciating it as well.
As W/we got a new car it was not too late when W/we were on the road. Mistress loves to travel. She rarely stays at home .. lol .. always on the run and sometimes I find Her much more active than me which puts me in the bunch of lazy asses(not a good thing for a slave at all) but at the same time it is good because it is help me out. I am trying to keep up with her and loving it at the same time as W/we go out together and have fun. I am happy that I have a Mistress with lively, viberant and active personality.
As I had been spending a lot of time at home. I am officially declared as boy wife. Mistress printed out a list of duties for me. My boywife duties that i have to complete daily,weekly and monthly. Mistress was very pleased when She found me on my knees all dressed for Her in my high heel shoes, my black dress She got me and little boobies. I was so shy and embarresed but She helped me and told me to accept who I am and I will be for Her because it pleases Her. She showed me how She would like me to see walking in heels. it was fun. She wore it for me and asked me to watch Her and see and i tried to walk like Her. Of course, i cant be as graceful as my Mistress but i try and imitate to be Her which is very pleasing to Her.
I am getting used to my feminine side everyday with Her training. Today i am asked to complete my chores while dressed for Her in high heels.It helps and i think of Her and so many other things. I am still chaste though and getting better with it everyday. She chose a name for Me this morning. Its so cute and sweet. I am Her lil'Asha (i am not sure if its final .. She did not mention anything about that) and i will be Her asha, dress, behave and present asha at Her command when She would like asha around. It seems hard. I dont know where i am going but Mistress does and i trust Her lead :)) and i am enjoying it too. It is like my other side only known to Her. It helps me grow in a different way in Her love and submission. Mistress said perhaps She would like to train me with makeup tonight. I am very shy when it comes to asha but I get over it under Her command and have started to like it too. Its amazing to the lengths i would go to please my Goddess, my perfect Supreme Lady. It is fun to learn and explore Her side of the world. Mostly as you do get to feel the cutting shoes to look sexy like other Women and look good, taking time to put on makeup and dress and getting comfortable with yourself. I wonder where else She would take me and what i would be in Her loving ownership but i am happy to be at Her feet, in Her love and loving Dominance. :)) Mistress was in better mood so i asked Her if i can roleplay(i have been lot of trouble because of that already so i thought i should ask Her ) but She liked my idea of allowing me only in asha's character but it will be monitored by Her. So i have to comeup with a plan to get Her final approval and show Her where and how i will do that. I will wear Her name and collar. Mostly wives will not let their husbands do that or their husbands will cheat but i am happy that i can approach my Mistress with such requests. If it will be helpful to Her training or wont interfere with it and also to my duties realtime, if all will be good Mistress may allow me. spirit himself has been completely roleplay forbidden but perhaps asha may be allowed. I need to let Her know first how it will help me with my submission and U/us. I am looking forward to that and awaiting Her approval. So i am planning to put it forward for asha and she might come up with some rules which i will follow of course but its a good sign, at least She tolerated the word 'roleplay' as i have learned it is not very pleasing to my Mistress.
I must run and complete rest of dishes before She is home.
caio