Progress

I just tucked my Mistress to bed and She allowed me on computer as long as i want. It is a priviledge and Mistress has been very kind to me and i am grateful to Her for that. So i think i must make use of these moments to think, learn and research while thinking of my Mistress which will help me with submission to Her. Just ramble but i believe they always help me to think and make sense of where i am and where i am going.

Mistress had been a little sick and i have tried everything i could to be more attentive to Her needs. I cooked for Her and made sure that She has me around when She wants me. My Lady is strong and fabulous Woman and She does deserve all the the attention, love and care.I love my Mistress and i cherish every moment She allow me in Her presence and at Her feet.

I have not been active with my blog but this is what i have been working on with my Mistress:

- My status has been enhanced from submissive --> slave --> boywife. I always dream of Female Supremacist Lifestyle but i was not sure if i would ever live it but slowly Mistress took me there. Mistress took me under Her wings as a very shy, underconfident, self concious and submissive boy but i have grown as a person in Her loving care and dominance as a person, as a slave and a good partner. Mistress diciplined me when it was needed and loved me always. My duties were added slowly to my everyday tasks list. Different rituals helped me connect to my Mistress and recently Mistress named me Her lil'asha and gave me status of Her boywife. This role reversal as helped me in many ways. I am dressed like a Woman, behave like one and learn to be sensitive to opposite sex as i am put in Woman's shoes while keeping my male macho side as well. lol .. it is a little secret of O/ours and my Mistress knows of it only :)) Also, I feel that I have come to have better attitude towards other Ladies. Mistress makes sure i do not forget that. For example, some times while watching TV or driving or being outside i would comment 'She is bitch or such a slut' which is quiet normal to use in male conversation but it is unacceptable in O/our lifestyle. Mistress would correct me and ask me to be nice. Sometimes when Mistress chooses to play with me and exporing me and my body in very vulnurable times and positions, She would use the same words for me which reminds of me of my place and teaches me humility towards Women. i do not know if it is one of Her technique but i do think of myself when i use such words for a Woman. I am not as pretty or hot as my Mistress but i try and imitate Her which is very pleasing to Her. It is interesting how am i more responsive to Her touch, sensitive and sensual then i would ever be as spirit. I can feel it and my Mistress takes me to a different world and helps me to open up more with every moment while She will not let go of spirit as She loves spirit as much as asha.

I must slip to bed. Good night A/all.