Important Questions

1. Dominants are not perfect. They feel, hurt, cry,
rejoice, and love like anyone. She will not always be
the image of decorum and control that you so love and
worship. She will need you to show your support in
ways that are caring yet unobtrusive.

Think of a situation where your Lady is hurting.
She’s lost a loved one, or job. She’s perhaps had a
rift with another lover. Talk about how you will help
her in this time, things you will do, not just things
you will say. Explore your own feelings on the matter
in a stream of consciousness format.

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There are several levels of errors that a slave can make (just as a Dominant can.) These can range from forgetting to put two sugars in her coffee instead of one, all the way up to forgetting to make reservations for a major event.

Think of an occasion where you've made such an error, or errors. How did you approach it? How could you have handled it better? If you have not had an opportunity to learn from your mistakes; try to imagine such a situation, and how you would approach your Master. Describe in detail your reactions, your thoughts, and your words to Her.

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One thing that is difficult for many slaves is how to present themselves effectively, communicate their needs regarding a situation, and maintain the respectful subservient tone that a Dominant perfers. This is especially difficult when the Dominant has made a mistake or overlooked something, but the slave knows it should be addressed. A good example is that a party is being planned, and there is a miscalculation on the number of guests and the food ordered. Or perhaps a schedule conflict is coming up and the Dominant has forgotten.

Think of one of those two situations, where you've noticed an oversight. Then create a dialog for one of them, where you must interrupt your Domme as she is doing paperwork to talk to her to correct the problem. Focus on how you can present it respectfully, submissively, yet efficiently. Email me your response and I will look at it, then we can discuss it later.

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((I need to discuss these with my Lady before I can answer them))

Midnight Ramblings

I am up late at night. I am usually sleeping at this time but i cant tonight. My Lady wont be pleased with it as it might affect my health and my serve to Her too so that is why i am here to spend some time on my deserted journal. At least it is something productive (which might save my butt actually .. i hope its a nice try) I have Her thoughts everywhere in my head. I want Her more than i wanted yesterday. Things are going at a very good pace. I am happy about it but at time same time i feel scared that i might not hurt Her. I have earned Her faith and trust in Her while i feel the honor of being at Her service. I respect Her more everyday for the kind of person She is. Feelings and emotions are strong but more care needs to taken when O/our hearts are so close. I do serve Her with honor and She is the kind of Woman i always dreamed of worshipping. She is strong yet sensitive, confident of Her choices and true to Her heart and words. She is surely an inspiration and someone who can lead me perhaps for the rest of O/our lives too. While She is fun and most open minded Woman i have ever met. She is my lady and no wonder I feel lucky of being Her boy, lover and sub for submitting to Her.
Today, I dared to share my insecurities with Her at last and She listened, understood & even offered help like no one else. That means a lot to me. It increases my respect for Her. I do not know where O/our future will take U/us but these memories of every moment W/we spent together will lighten O/our days always.
I am worried though. She did not sent me any offline messages. It is not that I expect Her to do that. It is not my place but my Mistress is kind enough to keep me informed that She is there and Her words mean a lot to me. I cant wait until its morning and i could be at Her place again as there is a lot to tell Her :) It will please Her so much i am sure. I really really hope and wish She is in a good mood and She may bless me with Her beautiful smiles. & if She is not, may i have the strength to make Her smile and i know i can do that ... that is why She chose me to be Her sub and take care of Her.

With prayers of happiness and prosperity of my Goddess and the one who worships Her
{spirit}Kika