In a Week

I have been away from my blog for sometime and a lot has happened between U/us. I am put back to my place. The issue is resolved and Mistress is pleased with me yet. In addition to this, W/we are more closer in O/our relationship and taking O/our roles happily. Then Soon I am moving to Her place as W/we have planned and i am getting ready for it.
I am all excited for being with my Mistress as Her lover, sub, slave and the one who worships Her only. It will be the time when She will feel the complete control over me and W/we will be able to explore each O/other in the lifestyle and all other ways. Soon.... but this is what happened last week.
I oppologized to Mistress for breaking Her trust. She took me to the dinner and W/we talked and discussed all about the situation. It was a mistake at my part and i admitted it. It was about miscommunication but i am glad it is resolved now and i am out of trouble. Well not all of me ... my butt is gona be still as She said the punishment is still due. She is happy and pleased that I am working on it which is comforting.
I tried my ass out to be on time all week. Be punctual. Go over each rule on the daily basis. One by one and day to day. Keeping it simple. Just simple things like letting Her know when I can not see Her. Be on time at least 15 minutes before She reaches our meeting spot and wait. Opening doors for Her whenever possible. Show the deep respect and submission i have for Her in my heart and the hardest one. Abstain from the orgasms, masterbation and playing with my thing in Her absense. It was hard but the happiness of submitting to Her this way is wonderful. I was rewarded by two cums by Her own hands ..mmm.. and more and there is nothing like it when You wait for it and earn it. :))) Mistress was very pleased ... yay!! I am sure that i will be easier when i will move with Her. It has been. I know. ~mmmms all excited~
Lot happened in last few days. Leah's cake and then we spend sometime with others friends and attended the vancouver sex show. It was really fun. My favourite part was the Sincity. I could feel tingles in my body with my Mistress in the dungeon kind of space and mmmmmmmmmm the throne in the enterance of show is my favourite. Gosh !! my Mistress sat on it for a moment just to check it out while talking with the sales lady. I was checking my Lady out and how wonderful She looked there. It was hard to stop myself to go and kneel at Her feel while She sit on that throne. It was just beautiful and i wish if i could buy it. It would have been a perfect gift. I would be in our house one day. Something similar for my Mistress. W/we have little throne but right now jazz keeps it ... hehe .. so W/we really need a good one but that serves the purpose too. I love Her when i watch Her sitting there with all Her grace. She deserves a throne.
Mistress bought a viberator for U/us. It is quiet funny when it moves in circles. While eating with others devils at one of the resturant in downtown vancouver, we laughed talking about it that how "buddy" can helps us get the attention of waitress did not seem to come back for furture orders at all. It looks funny but i am sure it feels diffent. mmm. I look forward to using that on my Mistress soon when She feels like being worshipped again. Damn W/we ran out of batteries ... but She used my cock ... wooo hooo ... thats not bad.
W/we had a detailed discussion on Female dominance/male submission and Gor. I always pull up the idea of Gor perhaps because i have been attached to it for so long. I learned a bit from it which i will mention some time but mostly it is a lot of bullshit going on online. Slaves are abused in the name of Gor and i agreed to what Mistress thought about Gor. While W/we discussed i noticed Her ideas and thoughts close to Female Supremacists as i have read but a realistic one. I have been interested in those ideas and been reading about it for so long. I must admit that it has been my fantasy but it can be practiced realtime too and W/we practice it realtime even. There is lot to learn about Femdom and male submission and now i believe W/we have lot of days,months and years to be and live what W/we are.
I am in love with my Mistress more than yesterday today and it is growing everyday. I wish and pray for Her health and safety and may i submit to Her whims easy and to my best.