Thursday, March 03, 2005

Sub Husband

I am happy to put it here that i am married to my Mistress. When i look back, i spent 7 months with Her, with wonderful moments and ups and downs, O/our relationship was no different from regular couple except there is no shouting, humiliating for each O/other or power struggle because from the very first day my Mistress took me as a submissive and this is what i will be to Her for the rest of my life. Her love slave. A consort to my Goddess. What is more wonderful about this is that She does not have to be bitch to get what She wants which shows the strength of Her dominance and beauty. I am happy that i was able to help Her realize this strong part of Her personality. I am happy and honored to be owned by Her and be Her love slave.
Before O/our wedding day, Mistress played with me. Just an evening before wedding. I was all stressed out and nervous. I tried my best to not to show it but it is just impossible to hide it from my Lady. I was not expecting a play but when She feels like it. It is going to happen and i am always ready for Her attention .. lol ... what is interesting is that ? When She is in the scene or getting ready to play. I could totally feel the change. I could feel Her holding my reins. Nothing says tabboo at that time. She can say whatever She wishes to say though i have to extra careful because if i displese Her at such time, i will be responsible for the consequences. I find it very sexy. Her turning into seductress and temptress. Perhaps it is the Domme space for Her. For example, like yesterday when Mistress started to kiss me perhaps because She was pleased that i painted Her nails for Her, i was at Her feet on the floor and She pulled me with my collar and pressed Her lips to mine. I could feel tingles going through my body. W/we kiss many times a day but sometimes it is totally different. They put me back in my place reminding me that i am owned and She is the owner. Sometimes She would tug on my hair, keeping my head in one place and play with my lips with Her tongue. At such times, i try my best to reach Her tough but all i am left are Her sweet juices to clean from my lips. It breaks me when She bites me on my lips or sometimes just push me back to ache for Her touch and wet kisses. It is puts me in a different space and my Mistress if good at doing that. Her orders turning into stern commands and i can feel in the dominance in Her voice too. She might use Her crop, She might not use me at all, perhaps She would touch me or just ask me to make Her cum and leave me quivering with desire. It is hard to tell and the surprises make it more interesting. And then when She is satisfied, i have been a good boy and i have pleaesed Her She may choose to make me cum. There are so many feelings a sub and a dom both go through. W/we drip and W/we quiver with desire for each other and when W/we are done .. lol .. i see my Lady in my arms sweet and innocent in my arms. Mostly .. lol .. i love Her for this. She is a wonderful Woman and i serve and worship Her... forever. :))

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