At Home

Today i am a stay at home sub for being sick. I just called my Mistress and let Her know. She is kind and loving and gave me a bunch of instructions to how to take care of my sick self. lol ... She is sweet and i love Her for that. Actually just talking to Her for a moment made me feel much better and i felt energatic, got up ate and had vitamins She suggested and water and lot more. So it greatly helped. i am still slow that usual but i am sure i will be up and running till tommorrow. As i am at home, i got some time to write my journal so here i am.
In simple words, Life is good. W/we are taking O/our commitment to a new level next week. W/we are getting married. Most of it is done. My beautiful Mistress has Her clothes ready. Mine are almost ready as well and W/we checked out those of Her friends too who are really excited and happy about U/us. i am happy that W/we are getting to this level. i know i will be happy with Her and i can keep Her happy too as W/we are totally compatable with each other. The wave length W/we are on is the same and so is chemistry. i hope i am upto Her expectations too till now while at the same time, i am always trying to improve.
W/we had been quiet busy in vanilla life as i put some in my last post. My Mistress is quiet viberant and it takes a bit to keep up with Her ... lol .. She is way more energetic then me but i have noticed that it has helped me as i am trying to keep up with Her. i take it as one form of submission to Her so it adds to my happiness to please Her as She finds me side by side of what She enjoys doing like meeting with friends, going out, shopping etc.
For last few days i have been trying to keep my focus on Her even though i am very much tired because of my new physical job. But i have to keep up with it. I ask myself everyday that what i have done to please my Goddess today? It is also interesting to find ways to make Her life easier. That is one way of my submission and worship to Her. The other day i did dishes for Her, tommorrow i could not do much except a lil massage and today as i am at home i will be taking care of vacuuming which had been due for a long time. It will help my Mistress with allergies. This technique helps and keep me focused. At least one thing a day to please Her, make Her life easy or make Her feel that She is center of my love and life.
i am happy that W/we are getting married. Not only i will be Her husband and so many other things. i would like to change my status from a sub to Her love slave. Tonight depending on Her mood, i would suggest that to Her and do a small private ceremony to have out D/s ceremony too. i am sure it will be different and beautiful.
i need to update our group with few files and do my house chores.
With love to my Goddess